Am I Really Doing This?! - LolliPet

The hour leading up to our appointment I was extremely tense. I kept thinking about what I would be doing next. From the tension I even walked into the wrong building at first. Once inside the room, I met Mistress Mercury. In the beginning I was still very tense, although it was immediately nice to meet her. After chatting for a while, I noticed that I was calming down. And then it was time to start.

She sat down on the chair and told me I could stand on the carpet in front of her. When I looked at her I felt the dynamic between us sink in. This was a very intense feeling and it is difficult to describe. I waited for her next instruction and felt that I became more submissive. One by one I was allowed to take off my clothes and fold them. It felt really good to be there completely naked in front of her.

There were a few things that I absolutely loved. First, when she sat on my face. I tried to make this nice for her by moving my head around and moaning. This happened very naturally. I had the idea that she liked this and it was like I felt the pleasure of it myself. The idea that she was enjoying me was really lovely to me. I didn't want her to stop riding my face.

Second, it was very special to have her feet in my mouth. I underestimated this. Especially since Mistress Mercury had been walking a lot this day and a strong smell of sweat came up my nose when her stockings came off. I thought for a moment:  “Am I really doing this now?” There was a little resistance. I was very much aware that normally I would never do this. But I did. It also didn't feel right to refuse. And when I did it I got a very intense submissive feeling. It was very intimate. It was amazing.

I was also really curious about the trampling and the clamps, but that didn't do much for me. Not compared to the rest anyway.

It was also very nice when you put her fingers in my anus. I thought it was crazy that it seemed like I had to pee when she pushed against my bladder. I especially liked the idea that she was inside me. Afterwards she lay next to me for a while. When we looked at each other I felt a very strong connection. Something I haven't experienced much more often. It was a strong euphoric feeling. Like I'd been on drugs.

LolliPet